Today, a lady came into my store and paid with a BlackCard, for those that don't know its an exclusive credit card, thats pretty much invitation only. But anyways this got me thinking about how money will affect my life in the future, will i allow it to rule my life or would it not be an issue. The more i think about it the more i think that i am obsessed with money, the only reason i want to go into the career in which i hope to study is for financial security, is that so wrong? Has money just been the object of my fasination, hasit become lust, greed or even glutony? I hope not and i hope that money will not be the one thing the determines my happiness and by the way "money can buy happiness" maybe that goes for just me.
Another thing that has been on my mind is my present state of mind if that makes anysense, let me try to explain...i am happy with my current state of being. There are somethings i wish i had and sme things i wish i didnt have but those minor details have not hindered my happiness in anyways and i hope that the rest of my summer stays like this and if it does this will possibly be the best summer of my life...so far.
"For as long as i remember i've been considered an asshole, this dosnt really bother me much because i know i am an asshole so when people cal me an asshole i just say thank you." : )